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Tuesday, November 6, 2007
hello .

hi my dear blog , you this poor thing . okay , i'm blogging due to the complaints .

its wednesday today . hmm anyway i just realised i havent updated my blog for a month plus . hahaha . there's nothing to blog actually . my life is very bored , so i guess no one would be interested to know . everyday was like work , home , tv-ing , sleep . yup . until that day i met up with arief to get his friend's gift at cityhall . that sickening ass . buying a gift like engagement ring like that ... hahaha ! pang zi ~ okay we had fun that day cause it's been ages since we last met up .. singing sessions , drinking sessions , then watched game plan . damn nice show . and Beast kept disturbing me by copying me . hahahaha trying to mimic my laughter ? train another ten years la ! but still thanka la for making my day . ^^ after that around two plus went to find Dearie . so happy to see her running towards me giving me a big hug . you know ? that feeling is so .. nice . haha !

work has beeen alright so far . hmm . had a small tiff with andrew few days back but now okay le . cause he realised his mistake hohoho . sian ..

anyway Swensen's food not that nice afterall , fei mei , you dont anyhow waste money le ok !

hope to get this month's pay soon ~

yup thats about it , the next post should be around one month later too . hahaha just joking .

same old thing , which i wont get sick about repeating . i miss my sisters !


Posted by whywhy at 11:17 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007
back.

today is monday , 24 september . currently now at godma's place . so bored . later might be going back for Spring Cleaning . anyway this year's birthday is the worst one i've ever had . thanks to myself , being stubborn for not celebrating . but still a big thanks to all my friends =)
i've got nothing to blog already , damn lost now . haha !

everytime i see those photos in my hp , i always wonder , how are you all doing ? why did all of us became like that ? we used to talk for the whole day , but right now , five sentences may already be a problem . sisters , that whats we used to call ourselves without hesitating . i believe that everyone has thought of the changes now , and everyone miss the past . i pray that all of you are doing fine and healthy .

Always and forever , Anqi , Ningjie , YY , Peipei , Peiqi , Cihui , Jasmine , Ziying , Xueqi , Sohboon . (is anyone of you really happy with your life right now ?)

Baby , be happy with Sonia . you dont have to say sorry . i miss the past too , but like what you've said , its the past . Thanks for treating me so good all these while . God bless .



Posted by whywhy at 1:05 AM

Wednesday, September 12, 2007
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one more day to my birthday . its going to be a bored one this year i guess . not celebrating ba .. in the past i would want to celebrate regardless how poor i am . BBQs , Kbox sessions . wadever . now , even if you give me a thousand bucks , i would still dunno where to go , what to do . that feeling and mood is no longer there . but inside , i still yearn for it to be a happy one =)

kinda sick this few days , cant sleep , cant eat . i used to sleep alot and eat alot !! wtf . dearie's having the same prob too . flu and sorethroat has been haunting us . awaiting for work tml , i just want to keep myself busy , so my thoughts wont run wild . human has problems because they got nothing to do , so they keep thinking and thinking about them , making the problem bigger and bigger . if you were busy , you'd have no time to think and problems wont appear in your mind !! we always feel sad and pain , because we always ask ourselves "why..?" , " how come it turn out like this.." bla bla .. if we dont ask ourselves , maybe things will turn out better ..?

Happy Birthday to me , Baby , Xiaojohn . Yipppppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ :D

The Pursuit of Dreams , Happiness , Money , Comfort . It all matters in between the process , and not the outcome .


Posted by whywhy at 2:54 AM

Sunday, September 9, 2007
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currently at KP's house using com . how come everyone is feeling so down lately ? seems like this period of time things went wrong for alot of people , including myself .

yesterday's work was so stress that i nearly cried twice in the shop . haiz . thanks to that sell fork one and andrew who waited for me after work . after quarreling with that sell fork one i felt much more better and more comfortable . lol . i actually drop a raspberry cheese and broke a glass . first time i felt so lost and shocked that tears were welling up in my eyes in front of so many people ! f-ing paiseh . just nine hours and my leg was like breaking when i reached home . really really hurt like hell . didnt do such hard work before -.-

heard some things . i'm upset inside myself too , but nobody knows . i know i'm cb , selfish , or wadever you put it . but it was for his own good . nevermind . Dearie , sorry to trouble you for taking care of him .

Xi Huan Ni by Ting Zhu is a nice song .

suffering from insominia(spelling error) ... dark eye rings haunting me again .


Posted by whywhy at 8:06 AM

Thursday, September 6, 2007
i miss my mp3 .. badly !

yesterday went to tianshun's place to find him tgt with dearie , enen & company . so happy ! long time never relax and slack le .. but this foolish and darn stupid ME , left my beloved mp3 at his place charging . came to know only when i boarded the cab !!!! so i call them and ask them to help me keep . but ahjohn says he wanna borrow , so i lend him nor .. i know i've made a big fuss out of it last night by pestering them . but i think about it very very long already , i really cannot don have it de ! i cant even sleep and my mood was fucking bad for no reason . i just need it badly la ..

going to work soon .. later at night maybe going to deardear's birthday at boatquay . darn it no $$ !!!!!! nicotine level darn low NOW !

very fed-up . I MISS MY MP3 , SERIOUS ..


Posted by whywhy at 11:06 PM

Saturday, September 1, 2007
no title ...

hello ... erm . so boring now at marina . benben and company all playing dota , and peipei also .. actually don wan come de , but peipei say she one gal den she ask me acc her .. left me only never play . darnnnnnnn ! she beside me hahahahah .. not funny i know . nothing to blog also but i find nothing to do already . haiz whats so good abt dota ? can someone tell me .. pay money to kill and get killed -,-

okay .. waiting for wednesday to work .. shit the pauline put the schedule so fucked up ... how to earn money like that ?! anyway people at Secret Recipe is quite nice and friendly (including me , hurhurhur) .. hope to get to work long hours . can go try the cakes there , cause its real nice(thats wat people say) .... and friends can come find me , hahahaha ......not funny again .

my birthday's coming , straight after ah poh's and soh boon's . no money to celebrate , wat to do ?!?! one year one time lei .. if money can drop from sky , so good right ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!! haiz .. dont think celebrating le . just hope to have all my friends with me for just one night i will be happy le , wish that all my friends(no matter close or not) be healthy and happy . i miss alot of you ... my sisters .. arief .. fishy .. shan .. g.boi(company) .. kailin .. kaixin .. chatree .. seng .. alot la ... but i dont think any of them miss me .. those who used to be there is now there for others . =( nevermind , as long as they are fine and healthy ... ^_^ Dearie , i miss you alot too . when you miss me , take a look at my drawing of you and poh and you know i'm there ! (=

we're born in sins , and we live to bear the consequences .


Posted by whywhy at 12:51 PM

Saturday, August 25, 2007
nothing matters anymore .

i'm back ~ Dearie , relax okay ?! haha . erm .. i dunno what to say too . this coming tues i'd be going IMM's secret recipe to work .. hope it will be a success one cause i'd never worked as a waitress before . SO , pray hard .. dearie , i will work no matter what happen unless got serious thing happen till i really cant take it =) dont worry .

i feel i'm prejudiced against everyone around me . even my own friends . its really
!@#$%^& you know . but i always try to remind myself with this : if i see him/her/them as my friends , i will look upon their bad points as their good points . i wont be minding those actions ^^ (dearie this is for you to read also) i MUST learn to control . but sometimes things just go out-of-way ~ nevermind , dearie is always there supporting me . so vice versa , Dearie i'd be reminding you not to to angry over un-important stuffs . hurhurhur .

everything is nothing . this world , myself , everythings is just air . i can see that , i really do .



Lust and desire made us lose what we've got in the first place , and what we owned . So people , stop blaming the gods or fates for the bad life you've got . Look back and see , when you understand what you've did and why , you can move on from then ...


Posted by whywhy at 4:50 AM

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